Why?

It's a new dawn, it's a new day....

As I leap back into blogging mode, I can do the obvious and reflect back on this past month's treachery events and how all this "blah blah blah" has made me "stronger".... but why?

I can sit here and talk about how I was betrayed by those closest to my heart....

I can sit here and talk about wondering how I was so expendable and replaceable...

I can sit here and talk about how hurt I was to see something so great fall apart...

I can sit here and talk about how my life for six years was suddenly snatched away from me...

I can sit here and talk about how businiess and poltics overpowered love and family...

I can sit here and talk about how truly unbias I wanted everyone to be...

I can sit here and talk about how immature, irresponsible, and inconsderate people were being...

I can sit here and talk about how I'm still waiting on an apology..

BUT ..... WHY?

As much as I can dwell on the past and point fingers left and right, I would only be wasting my time.

So I've decided to SIT HERE AND TALK ABOUT...........

• $1 Taco Tuesday at Cantina with the fam


• Fishbowl Cocktails in DTF with the fam


• Hopelessly romantic movies with the fam


• Dance classes with the fam


• Chasing Kolgi trucks with the fam


• Making cupcake icecream with the fam


• Going to Nu Era rehersals with the fam


• Father's Office with the fam


• Tokyo Delves with the fam


• TGIF Ultimate Margaritas/ Electric Lemonade/ Buffalo Wings/ Artichoke Dip with the fam


• Lucky Strikes Bowling Sunday Night with the fam


• BJ's Pizza and Pasta Feast with the fam


• Ontario Improv with Rex Naverette with the fam


• Visit Jay Chris with the fam


• Superbowl Sunday with the fam


• Snowboarding at Bear Mtn with the fam


• New Year's Eve San Diego with the fam


• Wurstkuche with the fam

And I've also decided to SIT HERE AND TALK ABOUT.. what will come to be... =)

• Santa Barbara with the fam


• Skydiving with the fam


• Vegas with the fam


• Mammouth with the fam


• Tahoe with the fam

... now you see why I'd rather talk about that! =)

p.s I am very thankful for all those that supported, cared, and loved me. I am thankful for all those who gave me the respect that I deserve. Thank you to my friends, you have been my rock in times strong winds wanted to blow me away.. you guys are my paradise........