Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Junebug

The month of June is truly my month to shine. This month flew by so quickly, I didn't get the chance to appreciate it all. I was beginning to feel the happiness I once felt a while back. I began hanging out with my friends again, going out to parties, dinners, movies, etc. I forgot how much they made me smile and appreciated life for what it was worth. Unfortunately, this month filled with bliss and unforgetable memories is coming to an end. I am going back to haitus for while. I need to rethink if where I am in life and those people around me is what I should be doing right now. Don't get me wrong, I hold many of you so close to my heart and I've enjoyed every bit of it =), but there are those who seem to forget that I am also human and that I have feelings. Ask before you judge, listen before you assume, respect and don't be selfish. I've learned that everyone goes through their moments of ordeal and hardship and I am not one to bring all that attention on me. Instead, I carry those burdens and turn them into life's lessons trying to learn how to be a better person. I can move on faster doing things my way instead of holding grudges and dwelling on the past. I know that if I stop this cycle I can slowly move ahead and the only thing worth looking back on is seeing how I'm here and not there.

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