Idyllic

There is something remarkable about being at peace, that sooths the soul within. It is the feeling of being weightless that makes you feel like you can float delicately on top of the clouds. That is where I’ve been longing to go, and that is where I am today. I cannot hear anything but the sweet sounds of melody playing through my ears. I cannot see anything but the picturesque images of beauty and serenity. I cannot say anything because I am speechless. Lastly, I cannot feel anything because I am numb. This is the feeling or the “lack of feeling” per say that I need in order to restore my very being. It’s not that I do not wish to demonstrate emotion, but rather reserve it for those who are truly deserving of it. I’ve been too caught up dwelling on the past that I was blinded to acknowledge what was right there in front of me; my future. With or without someone by my side, I have chosen to take a leap of faith, with an open mind and an open heart. I’m moving on with nothing but the weight of my heart on the hands, ready to find love.